I was so **** yest. All along i thot that juz by hiding up ur emotion or wadever expression, everythg will seem to be okay or solve. I M WRONG. Eventually someone will still find out. Cuz u cant be happy or relax everyday, every hour, every min or every sec. So wads the use of hiding??? Is redundant. But.....wad to do. Is so hard to be a human. Trying so hard to yan shi yi qie oso no use. Too much prob. Cant handle. There's pple always say that being nice in the end u will get somethg gud. I cant foresee. I cant tell that this sentence is true anymore. I m going to burst. So much to tk it. I cant survive. Arghx.