I dunno how to start writting, i m sooooo sad. Days without you ard, i feel so uneasy. The 4th day u left us. Tdy den i got the courage to blog. Looking at the msn corner, hoping to see ur return. But i noe it wont happen anymore. David papa, the impact you caused is too big. I cant take it. You left so sudden. I dunno how to react. These days i keep recaping wad were the thgs we haf did tgt. Too much.

I knew you thru co, dunno how we hit off. Juz remember dat you always asked me help u submit excuse letter. From dat way of communicating till u r my papa in co. U r always dere when i in need of someone. Accompany me eat, going home and do those crap stuff dat no one wanna do wif me. From my slave, to soulmate till my papa. U neva fail to make me laugh. U r the one who able to tolerate my lame-ness. Play silly game and called each other funny nicks. From sms-ing to toking on phone. Listen to the stories of urs. Making fun of each other. Entertain each other everyday lyk clown did. I missed those days.

David papa, writting this post made me realise how much i miss u. Now, no one else lyk u will accompany me chat in msn early in the morning and night. No one fer me to beat ur stomach. No one dere to laugh at me when we pass by the crocodile river. No one dere to dance fang kuai wu wif me. No one dere to call me ah fat fish. No one dere to help me carry my bag. No one dere lyk u did will laugh at me even if i juz do some action. No one dere lyk u did to concern me when i m sick. No one dere to piggyback me. Alot of thgs, i juz cant finish stating.

I still remember on mon u told me all of ur daugters are weak n u r strong. You told me dat u dun wan bully me anymore. You reminded me dat i haven treat u meal yet. I haven done it n u left. Can u come back? A silly question dat i m asking, which i noe the answer myself.

David papa, i will be strong and healthy. I wont let myself sick easily. Cuz if u r strong, me too. I wont 4get those memories u have given me. Ur presence is way too important. Stay happy in heaven.