Im tired but i cant slp.
I dont know why.
Tdy seems a bad day for me.

Practice without my buddy.
She's working. I know she feel lonely too.
I dont know why how come i cant play.

Went home. I din talk much through out.
Partly im dead beat.
Their conversation make me wanna cry.
They talk about him.
Someone that i miss so much.
If he was there, im sure he can make me laugh.
No matter what.
He will know when im sad/happy.
He will tried his best to talk to me.

At times i dont know who to talk to.
Cuz i dont want to affect my friends.
I dont want them to behave like me.
I know they miss him too.

Can someone understand how i feel?
The one i knew had left.
The one who i thot know me too, drifted.

While writing, I cried.
I dont want, it just rolled down.